Waiting for the rickety bus to
deliver me to my destination, my delivery time was fast approaching. The
walking dead bus forcefully stops; I climb in, walk close to the window and sit
down. I stick my head out – I’m dreaming of a better life – a life flowing with
the swiftness of dancing, the steadiness of peace, and simplicity of hope. I
dream on. Absently, I turn my hilariously hanging head with hope, when she
jumps in. She slowly slides and stiffens beside me, holding her son firmly on
one leg and her gigantic bag on the other. I notice her hands.
These big hands are sorely black,
lined with use, squeezed from the wear and tear of hours and hours of work;
strengthened by the weight of carriage, paled from the life of wash and ware.
I wonder, what’s her story? Did her
husband treat her hands with care? They desperately needed his support. Her
palms told me they had carried sons, daughters, chores and life itself. Her
face, strangely, bore little evidence of time. She wore no colours on them – plain.
No artefacts on her, except her eyes, which were adorned with courageous audacity
– a desire to do all she could to survive.
She shuffles beside me, adjusting her
weight on the chair and her bag filled with a juxtaposition of things for her
life’s journey. “Was she leaving her husband?” she seemed ready to run a new
race. Those wilful eyes, will me to ask her name, her story. Maybe show a
little care.
Instead, I stare at my fresh arms,
well moisturized and fragile, wondering with a little selfish fantasy.
Curious, I look at her again. Her
body cream hung to her skin with force – she shone, shiny black, glittering
like the fake polish on her shoes. She stretches her arms filled with a N200
note. Surprisingly, her arms are free of smell, vehemently washed clean, “gba
owo e” (take your money), she says to the bus conductor. He quickly
grabs the money and places an old, scruffy note of N50 change in her palm. She
looks at the note, a titbit unsure whether to accept it or give it back. “Should
she demand for a better note, like she was demanding for a better life? She
surely deserved better," the determination in her eyes seemed to be saying.
She had persevered through the trails
and pain, the beatings and the shouts of anger. No more, she thought,
her will was gone.
She then decides to test her son’s
will, looks at her leg and says, ‘oya, gba owo yi' (take this money).’ Her
son inspects the money and condemns it, ‘oti sha, mi o fe (It is faded, I do
not want).’ Innocence, innocence always wanted to have its way.
Innocence was alive to possibilities and dreams. It fought for better; but time
dried innocence’s wings and drained the energy to fight. Though, I hear the
wise don’t let their fighting spirit die, they only choose their battles.
As she thinks, I think the word ‘faded’ fitted
her demeanour. She had faded along her path to train her son, faded from the
handling of a man, faded from the baggage of life.
The lady makes me wonder,
Am I going to fade?
Are my arms going to wear out?
*********
“Conductor, change this money o.” She
says with urgency and anger.
He looks at her with disgust, “I no get
another one.”
“I do not want this money o.” She
shouts with all her might and threw it at him.
He is taken aback, “wetin dey do this
woman?” (What is wrong with this woman?)
He senses her anger, and decides to
let her have her way. “Take,” he hands her another note. Yes! She deserved
better, she stretches to take it.
***********
“Owa” she says, disembarks from the
bus, grabs her son with one arm and her baggage with another. Everyone looks as
she struggles with her baggage, her tears, but look the other way.
She gets down before I remember; I
forgot to ask her name.
Really, what is her story?
***********
Authors note
He was despised and rejected – a man of many sorrows, acquainted with
bitterest grief. We turned our backs on Him and looked the other way when He
went by. He was despised and we did not care – Isaiah 53:3.
Daily, we meet people with different stories, but most times we are consumed
with our own failings, that we forget to love those who are hurting or maybe
just smile or make them laugh...
by Shally
Ashimi
Shally writes... She hopes to challenge and affect
just one person’s outlook, their perspective, how they view the world through
her creative writings. You can view her blog, http://shallyashimi.blogspot.com
and check her on twitter, Shally Ashimi (@sharley_babe).
Note: These features reflect the writers' personal views and beliefs; they are not necessarily a specimen of The Ready Writers Consult's opinion.
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